Sunday, March 27, 2011


Can you spell love? Its an L, with an O, with a V, and ends with an E. Love love love. Everybody is talking about love. Its the hottest issue anywhere. What's so special about it? Why does everyone wants it so bad? Can we buy it? Is it expensive? Err, no no noo.

First of all, what is the meaning of love? Love has a different meaning, in fact it has a lot of meaning. Depends on the individual himself, on how one look at things. Oh oh oh, here are a few quotes that I found rather interesting and it really means a lot.

Love is like an eternal flame,
Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.

True love is eternal.
If you think you were once in love but fell out of it, than it wasent love you were in

It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.

You will know when you really love someone
When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.

True love never leaves the heart, so if you don't love me now, you didnt love me then.

So trueeee isn't it? Yeap, agree with me. Hehe. Actually, thinking back, Love is undefined. It is something that no word can match, no action can prove, but only the heart can feel. Something that will change the world into a better place. With love, there will be no war, no discrimination, no sadness. Only happiness in the air. But life doesn't work that way. There are ups and downs in life. Happiness and sadness, so that we will know and realize, we can't get everything that we desire. Nobody is ever so perfect besides the Creator Himself. 

Sooo, how do you know if you're in love? Well, here's some tips. You're in love with someone, is when the world doesn't matter anymore when it comes to that person. When you see him, the world gets better, as if there is no wound that can't be healed. When you're with him,  your heart races and your heartbeat gone wild. Hati jadi berbunga gitu. There's nothing that you want besides him, and without him, your heart feels empty. He owns the fuel of your heart, and that your heart is not capable of functioning properly without its fuel.

Love is when you're happy, he's there to share the joy. When you're sad, he's there to lend a shoulder for you to cry on. When you're in trouble, he's there to give a hand. When you're sick, he's there to take care of you. And the most important thing is that, when you have nobody, HE will be you somebody. Love is just not you falling in love over someone, it shows who you truly are when you're with him. It shines through you, it lits on your face. When everything seems to be the hardest, love will make it easier for you. 

Sacrifice is also a part of love. You ought to sacrifice for his happiness, nothing else matters more than a smile on his face. You would do just about anything, just to see him happy, full of joy. Even when you're not a part of it. Love is when you put yourself a step behind him, he will always be the first, and you will be at the back, as his backbone, and sometimes at his side as his walking stick. Afraid if he'd ever fell, you'll always be there to reach for his hand. 

Talking about love, memang takkan habis sampai esok pagi. Penat dah tulis ni =p Even if i wrote two full pages about love, you wouldn't be able to understand. You have to be in it, then you can feel it. It is beautiful, trust me trust me trust me It's the greatest gift God has ever created for mankind. The feeling of love is so powerful, it can turn the hell down. Of all love on earth, there is one love that will never vanish through time. A love that stays forever, the everlasting love, is the love from the One Above you. Love for human is a gift, and in time you have to return it. But remember, the love you attain from Him, you can keep it eternally in your heart. 

I hope one day, I will be able to have that in me. A love from God, is something that I really crave for. InsyaAllah. Inspite of that, I also have my dear one. He is the greatest man I know, he still is, and always do. You have always been so nice to me, and you sacrificed a lot. Thank you, for everything. I know how much you've been through your whole life and I want you to know, that I am here to stay. I love you, xoxo.

Haaaaa, so why don't you give a call to your loved ones, and say 'I LOVE YOU' right now?? Say it, before it's too late =)

                                                                                 Lots of loveeee,

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Happy Day !


Today was a very hectic day, yet so memorable and I'm super duper happy ! Thank you Allah for everything, you've given so much to me. At the very beginning of the day, I was so tired I couldn't even get up, but of course after all those urghh and arghhhs, I finally did. The water from the shower was cold enough to make me shiver. I got up at 8 and waited for dear Aishah to text me to get ready for the 'day'.

Well, it was actually a day where we should sell at a booth during a carrier fair our University is handling. Soo, yeaaa. We did sell a lot ! Like seriously a lot !! We were like stunned to see how much our profit turned out to be, Alhamdulillah ya Allah ! For 5 and a half hour, we got about RM 400 just by selling marshmallow, banana, and apple choc. Along with some drinks, pudding, love letters, and caramel. We actually estimated about half of our current profit, but YES ! We did it ! Hooorayyyyyyyy !

Another part that made me happy during that day was that when my Sayang went to give his support to me and my group. Everyone was cheering happily when he stop over, and I was like awwwwwwwww. Hehe. Thank you dear, you really helped a lot ! And for every tense and stress that I went through, thank you for being there too. I promise I'll be better. Pinky Pinky Promise !

Oh Oh Ohhh ! One more imporatant thing ! Earlier in the day, we were re-viewing our english video for the second attempt. I just edited a few more parts cuz I'm soooo lazy + tired. I am the full editor and the director of that video. Wink Wink**. And then, Mr Ninderpal (my english lecturer) said there's a big possibility that my group's video will be chosen to be viewed at the Movie Festival this Friday ! "Well done, Amirah ! " I was like, OMG OMG OMG !! Ketat seluar nih. Happy sangat bila ada org suka kerja kita kan kann? I hope my video will be chosen to be the final 4 out of 12. Doakan taw ! Aminnnn.

                                              Till the next happiness knocks on my door,

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Life As We Know It

Life is very subjective. The meaning changes through every person you meet. Each and every one of them has their own perspective on life. And me? Yes, I do have my own too. For me, life is like a hamster in it's cage. At times, the hamster(you) will go and take a ride on it's wheel and that everytime you do, you will be running through it like someone is chasing. Like us, we are running for our life. We are running for success, for grades, for love, for wealth, for every little thing that matters to you. Reality is that, nobody is chasing. Its not that you're being paranoid, but you have to run for your life. If you don't run, then bye bye life and helloo hell. Life is not a race, yet you have to run to live through it.

The world is changing everyday, and if you stop at a junction too long, the world goes by without you. Do anything you want, its YOUR life anyway. If you make a wrong turn, find a way outBuy a map =p Most importantly, make a wise decision. You don't want when you're old, rocking in  a chair in your 80s, having a flashback on how your life turned out the way it did. The worst is that, when this question popped up in your mind at the very moment. " Why am I not brave enough to stand for myself, and take that damn turn? " Yeah, well grandma, its too late. You should be ordering your box right now. Regrets are not more than just regrets if you do nothing about it.

I am trying real hard to make the decisions of my life too here. And I made many wrong turns and still do. But each time, I'm back on my feet. Stronger than ever. Nothing could bring me down, not if I want it to. Just remember this one important thing though. In life, there is this thing called 'FATE'. Your fate is sealed, but you still have the power to change it. God won't help people who doesn't help themselves. So, stand up, aim high ! This is your life we're talking about, and it happens just once. That's why we call it, once in a life time. One life, one shot, one opportunity.

                                                                         Till the next fate is sealed,

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Will Be Back !

Ohhhhhhh, lamanya rasa tak update blog. Sory sory sory, I've been soo busy lately. Internet connection kat hostel pn macam hape. Soryy. I will update soon enough okay. Thank you ! =)

                                                            Till exam is over,

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Sorry ?

Sayang, I'm sorry for everything. You know I love you kan? I do. Always. Forgive me kay? xoxo


Saturday, March 12, 2011

Poem of the day





Love this poem, it's so true. Keep that in mind people =)


I can't believe you broke your promise. Do you know how much I trusted you? You are the most trusted person I know, and I had always believed in you to take care of things. I gave you another chance and this is what you give me in return?

I told you one chance, and that's it.
                                                                                      Yours truthfully,


I love them super duper much !
From left, Myra Mimi Aisha Farra Syaf

You must be wondering what 5002 stands for right? Well then guess ! You know what, its okay. I'll tell ya ! 5002 is my beautiful homey cosy hostel room. Yeap, that's right ! Eventhough it's not really that big, that clean, that cosy and such. I can still live with it. Certain part of it even made me feel calm and tranquil. Maybe because I live on the 5th floor ? Its just a plain boring room that is just nice for me. Somehow, I like it in an odd way. And yes, my bed is the upper part of the double-deck, and yes yesss I loike it too ! Soo, does that makes me on the 6th floor then? 

5002 is my second home. I love everything about it. Almost. I like the breeze of the wind that came through the window at night, comforting me in my sleep. I like all my friends on that floor. I like the sometime clean toilet. I like it when nobody cares if I got up in the afternoon. I like the position of the room, facing the light. I like my new wardrobe. I like my hot pink stripes quilt. I like my table being just side by side with the switch and my bed. And the most wonderful thing that I loike is my two best buds ! They are what I call, pamilia =)

The first one is Syaf. She is one of a kind, I rarely found someone like her in my life. Perhaps she's just unique in her own way, and and she own the name that I am planning for my daughter ! Awwwwww. Hahaha. From the first time I met her, I already like her alot. And I will always do la sayanggg. She is a very very very caring person if you really knew her, and I love that part of her so much. She is kind, pretty, and has a very beautiful smile ! Her nama timangan is "Angoh". And the best part of her is that, she is very sekepala with me ! Dia layannn je my perangai, and I always do the same too. I think its very fun to be that way with her. Dia selalu menceriakan suasana ! She was always there when I needed her, and babe, trust me, I will always stand by your side and be your support ! You are the best of the best =) I love youu oh so much Chapiyaa ! xoxo

Now, the other one is Farra Jay. She is tall, and I envy her for that. She is very pretty as well, she even has a dimple ! Which I loike loike loike. When I first met her, she looked like just another girl next door. But when i get to know her, she is very beautiful in her own way. She is very calm and a very understanding person. We call her Farra Tabah ! Because she is always so courageous and strong through whatever. I love love love her. She listens attentively to all that I have to say, always being there for me. Her nama timangan is "Along". She is a January baby as well ! But I'm older by six days -.-'  She is the neutral part of the room,because she's the normal one. Hahaha. She doesn't really make jokes but loves to hear them from us, and never miss a laugh at it. You are the awesomest ! I love youuu oh so much Faghaa Jay ! xoxo

Me ? Well, they call me Mamo. Yeap that's right. If anyone of you mess with them. I'll give you one BIG flying kick !

                                                                                    Till the next mondays,

Newcomer =)

Ohh yeaaa, i forgot an intro -.-'

First of all, my name is Amirah bt Abdul Halim. Yea, i know it's very simple dimple, but simplicity always does it ! Haha. I am a January baby, I was born on 13th on that month. Because of that, 13 has always been my lucky and most favourite number. * xfhm knp org putih slalu ckp 13 number badluck. grrrr O.o Hate to say this but yeah, I turned 19 early this year and still in a state of believing it. gosh ! Can't believe I'm going to wave an eternal goodbye to my teenage year soon. How frustrating is that ? Do i look that old to you? Huh ??  There was a time when i went to this tailor with my beloved oh so much saya sayang sangattt mommy, the tailor asked, " Oh, is this your daughter ? Going to high school next year ? " Muahahahahahaha Aishhh, apa lagi ketat seluar ! Awet muda la katakan !  Hahaha. But but, going to high school next year ? That one sounds like double meaning too kan ? Like I don't look that mature enough to be my age. Hurmm, sedih pula. 

Soo, back on track. Asyik melalut je myra ni ! I am a girl lady woman who loves beautiful things and for me the most beautiful thing, is the world and all the creation beneath it. The world is soo beautiful even if its in black and white. But, mankind always have their dirty hand on it and destroy everything ! Well, that is just the second most beautiful thing. The first and most most most super duper beautiful is The Creator himself. He created beautiful things, far and beyond our own imagination, so He must be much more beautiful than things He ever created. True ? You must agree with that, its undeniable =D 

I love love love rainbow ! For me, a rainbow is like magic. After the rain falls down, after all the sadness and sorrow been flushed out from earth, there will be this pretty beautiful gorgeous rainbow there right on the sky. And the best part is that, it gives colours and tones to the plain  blue sky ! It looked like someone had painted some colours on the sky and when you see it, the world gets betterDon't you think ? Hee =) One tip here, if you ever felt misery, don't just cry and feel the pain alone, look out the window and look at the bright sky or the stars that shine. When you do, the world will share everything with you. Trust me trust me trust me ! It works everytime.

Peculiar. A word that best defines me. *Search the meaning if you don't understand. Peculiar is something not even close to normal, and maybe that's me. It is something extraordinary, eccentric, exceptional, funny, weird, strange, unusual and so much much more. Well, I change a lot over time, but something inside me that never change is that, I will always be this part of me that always wanted to be there for someone. I don't know why, but it feels good, no, great to be able to be there for someone, you know? To be able to be their strength or their walking stick to support if they might collapse anytime. I always wanted to be someone in one's life, someone that will never be forgotten.

Cadbury had never ever ever failed to mesmerize me. It's there when you need it, and it never refuses you like people would. Kan kann ? It's the best chocolate in the world ! Cadbury will always be there at times when you're happy or you're sad, it never dissapoints you ! Ahhh, I'm getting insane ! Okay okay, whatever it is. I love u, Cadbury. *wink wink

Okayyy, dah penat. Dah cukup panjang. Klu xblh tulis essay about me lagi, xtaula nak ckp apa -.-

Sooo yeaa, that's a little something about me. A newcomer to the blogger world. I hope you people enjoyed it ! 

                                                                                Till the next entry,

Friday, March 11, 2011

Fair Enough ?

Life is full of unexpected things yet to arise and surprise you, but sometimes when certain things got in the way, you forget the other things as well. Soo people, if you have some things in hand, don't forget about the other things that are already well kept in your hands. ME myself is trying very very veryyy hard to do that too. It really is not easy, trust me. But once you get your grip on it, I'm sure it will not come loose that easily anymore. Get what i mean? Haha. Okay, here is an example. Perhaps one day you have this beautiful dress you just bought. Oh yes, the colour, the texture, the silkiness of it, made you fell in love with it everytime you lay your eyes on it, and not just you, everyone will stop and stare too. And soo, you wear it everyday and everynight and everyday and everynight. You loved it so much that it made you forgot, you have other beautiful dresses too. One day you woke up and stare at the mirror and thought, oh hey, this isn't as pretty anymore. And when you look back and see your other dresses, unfortunately they have worn out because you've neglected them for so long.

The same goes to us, humans. When we found someone new, for example a new bestfriend. We forget our old ones. And when one day, your new BFF hits on you, and you turn around, nobody is going to ever have your back anymore. So, the moral story is, be fair and equivalent to everyone. Love the ones you have now and ready to accept love and give love to others that might come and stop by at your door in the future. It is never a waste, to be able to give and accept love. Right ? Because love surrounds you all the time ! Be grateful okay, for  LOVE is the greatest gift of all.

                                                                                                       Till love comes and stop by,