I miss you.

Muka suci je. Hehe.

Really. I do. I miss you. So much. Super duper.

Be back soon pleaseeeee.

Can't wait to celebrate our 6th anniversary baby <3

p/s : I wish every night when I close my eyes, the last person that I see is you, the last voice that I hear is yours and the moment I wake up, the first person that would wish me good morning is also you. Always and forever be sayang.


                                                                                                 Missing you,
                                                                                                            Myra

Sometimes

Assalamualaikum.

Bestow some lights upon me, God.

Sometimes I wish I'm a different person. Sometimes I wish I live a different life. Sometimes I wish I could be far away. Sometimes I wish I don't have to play strong. Sometimes I wish I could walk without fear. Sometimes I wish I can wear a smile. Sometimes I wish I am not me at all. Sometimes I just hate being this girl. Sometimes I wish I could erase everything. Sometimes I wish I don't have to worry anything. Sometimes I wish I am capable. Sometimes I wish I could be better.

Throughout this life, for all these wishes I wished. I know that all I could ever wish for is, I could have been better. Even if I wish a thousand times of how I wanted things to change and be so different from what it is, it can never turn out the way I hoped. For things I felt incomplete was actually me that feels partly empty. Don't you feel like this life is so long, like  an un-ended journey? That pain caused me a lot of my dead feelings. You caused me a lot of pain, and I wonder why. 

Everyone has their times. The time of being unsatisfied with things around them. Everyone has their moment, and sad to say, this is mine. 

The most significant wish that I could ever want to wish for is, 

not to have the feeling of wishing all those wishes above. 

I'm a disgrace to myself, and once again like any other time, I let myself down again. 

p/s : I'm sorry, but I've tried. So hard that it kills me inside.

                                                                                    Delusions,

                                                                                                     Myra

                                                                                                                    

Day 1 : In.

Assalamualaikum.

So harini first day my one and only masuk hospital. Tomorrow morning is the surgery. Haish. Kita yang tersentap, dia relax je. Nervous nyaaaa.  Seriously, I'm scared for you. Eventhough you always say you're okay. Tak sanggup tengok tahuuu. Hmm. Kita sama-sama doa kay, InsyaAllah semua berjalan dengan lancar and baik-baik je. Ni semua kerja Tuhan kan ? So, I'm praying my best for you. Hang in there. Get well sooner than soon okay ? I love you super duper much sayang.

p/s : Bila sayang dah sihat, kita pergi minum kat Dome lagi kay ? Or where ever you want. Cepat sihat ye pakcik ! Teehee. <3

                                                                                              With love,
                                                                                                                 Myra